11/10/2010, killer night, over and over again

- Hi, I'd like to talk with you.
- Sure. What's going on?
- You know how is falling in love, right?
- I surely do.
- So, I think I'm in love.
- Well, that's great. Isn't it?
- I don't know.
- Why not? Doesn't he love you?
- No, he loves me.
- He doesn't want to stay with you?
- No, he does.
- So what's the big ideal?
- I don't think that I can be with him.
- Why not? You love him.
- I don't know if this is love at all...
- What? You said you're in love.
- I know, I know... but that's not love.
- So what's it?
- Maybe more than love. I love him like a person that he is, and I wish him all the best in the world -- and you know, I can't give him this. I'm not a good enough for him.
- Wait, why?
- I'm a terrible person. I know what's going on in my mind, and it's not a good thing.
- So are you saying that you're in love, he loves you back, but you can't stay with him?
- Yes.
- Are you crazy?
- Maybe a little.
- You're freaking out! Just go and say that you love him!
- I already said that. He knows.
- I can't understand.
- I'm sorry.
(...)
- I still can't understand.
- I'm sorry, again.
- No, seriously. What will you do? Run away forever?
- No...
- So what?
- I'll disappear, fade away slowly.
- And it will solve all problems.
- Yes.
- It won't.
- If you think so.
(...)
- Why are you doing this to yourself?
- I don't know.
- You're definitely crazy.
- Maybe.
- Are you mad?
- Maybe.
- And stop answering 'maybe', 'I don't know'... DO something! You're not gonna move on if you stay this way!
- Maybe.
- ...
- Are you going to kill me?
- No.
- One day you'll understand.
- Oh yes, sure.
- You'll understand how true love is confusing, and you have to make good choices.
- And you think you're making a good choice.
- I'm sure.
- Right, right. You're sure.
- I can't hurt him anymore.
- But you're hurting yourself!
- I deserve.
- No, even a terrible person doesn't deserve that.
- But I deserve.
- Come on, please...
- You'll see -- and someday he'll understand, staying with me is not the right choice. He has to have a life.
- And what if he wants to have a life with you?
- He already had. Our time is over.