You’re starting to see right through me
And I’m loving every minute of it
It’s like I’m born again
Every time I breath in so
If you’re curious, my favorite color’s blue
And I like to sing in the shower

Damn you, guy. You make my heart pound.

Damn, I feel extremely bad right now. I can't even explain in words what I'm feeling. I'm sad because I'm feeling empty. Nobody wants to love a girl like me, nobody even knows me. So I fell in love with a guy and I can only imagine being by his side because it's totally impossible. And I'm so freaking out that I'm blaming my ex's negative thoughts for my failures. What the hell am I doing? I know he's a creep but he never would do something like that to me. Would he? I don't know, ask him, I don't wanna talk to someone like him. He really think he's the best person in the world, the truth is he doesn't see how disgusting he is. BUT I'll not waste my time writing about him.
I just want to be loved. What's wrong with it? Why do I have to love you? It sucks...
"'Cause I'd bleed my heart out to show that I won't let go"